Dear Diary:
I am a roach coach fiend. I get my morning corn muffin and iced coffee from one just outside my office on 34th and Park. At lunch, I walk one block away from my office and grab a chicken and rice platter with the special white sauce and everything on it. And after work around 6, right outside the Port Authority, before I make my way into the station for my bus commute home through the Lincoln Tunnel into Hoboken, I frequently grab a hot dog as a pre-snack dinner from a third food cart.
(My girlfriend gets mad at me if I eat before dinner on days she makes a big meal. But by the time I get home and dinner is finally ready, I feel like a starved boy. She interrogates me if I donât eat a full dinner, and I must lie that I am having stomach problems. Itâs the only time I lie to her.)
But it was on a recent walk to work one morning on the corner of 38th and Fifth that I noticed another food cart that really made my day.
On the side panel just below the container filled with pink-and-blue packets of processed sugar was a sign that read, âTake a Smile (Theyâre free),â with smiley-faced slips of paper to take. Next to it read another sign, âTake What You Need,â with slips of paper for âPassion, Courage, Strength, Motivation, Forgivenessâ â" other options were apparently already taken. Coincidentally, I had no pocket change and decided to take a smiley face.
âI feel itâs my role to bring hope to people,â said the soft-spoken merchant when I asked him why he put up the signs.
If only we all had such roles.
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